Things are looking up....especially withmy blog! OOps forgot to post!

Well here it is 15 days later, catching up with my blog! I realize that I will could never get all written that has happened in the last 5 weeks, because my arm is still not doing as well as I thought, it would be doing. I actually thought I would be getting back to being a blackjack-roulette dealer before Halloween. Silly me....I had no idea shoulder surgery would be so effing hard.....and depressing! I hoped I would somehow milk this till at least to Halloween and then go back to work, so I could be with the kids!..(we all know the saying you can't always get what you want well this year I have)...I have been out of work since April 21 and prior to that Dad died, NO! I did not want him to die, what a morbid thought, and then I was out of work 2 weeks for that. Then I fell April 21 and have been out of work since. I have really enjoyed being at home with my family, and doing all that we do as a family ie ; pick up whenever, start dinner and not be rushed helping with whatever Ry and Summer need and not be to sleepy and/or cranky to help them. ( I work nights) I have realized I am a good stay at home mom! However with this economy I really need to get back to work. I am doing pretty good with the work mans comp money. They send me a check every 2 weeks, however, I really like the fact that I have amazing insurance and a job most people would love to have...Hey, I work on the Vegas strip, who wouldn't like that! Okay so if you are a dealer you probably say that I am nuts! But I really do like my job!